I'm not very sure what my mood's like right now. It's a mixture of excitement, and ecstasy, but with a tinge of anger, and a pinch of dilemma. I doubt it's mood swings, probably because a lot of things are running in my head.

I'm beginning to worry about End-Year-Exam la. Nothing seems to be motivating me to actually sit down and study. I was thinking of having a deal with my mom, but I haven't thought of what I actually want. I was aiming for an improvement for a grade or two for each subject, and then get cash or a special something, that I really really want. But then again, I would be studying for all the wrong reasons. Ah well, I don't know. Okay fine, maybe the whole point is because I have a super long shopping list, and want most of it, so I'm really hoping for a National Day Present, and perhaps a Children's Day Present, how about a Weekend present. Shut up, Anne, you're asking for too much.

I hate it when my guilty conscience comes in. I'm feeling guilty because of greed. What the hell, you might think? But I mean, I hate, and I mean, HATE. I hate seeing my parents come home all haggered after a hard day's work, and all I can ever say is, "Can I have this, can I have that?" I mean, I don't think our parents work all day long, to give us what we WANT, but to give us what we need. And plus, they sacrifice sleep every morning to send me to a school which is about 24 km away from home, by 7a.m. RAHHHH. And to think I actually want a credit card? Oh, the irony.

A recipe of My mood.

1/2 cup of guilt.
1/8 cup of excitement and ecstasy.
1/16 cup of regret.
1/16 cup of anger,
1/16 cup of annoyance.
3/16 cup of gratitude.